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I Organize

  • Nov. 17th, 2008 at 5:43 PM
Killer Duck
When I am stressed, I organize.

Organization is my means of gaining control over a world in which I have very little.  The less control I have over the variables in my life, the more I organize.  Of course, my organization has little to no effect on the elements of my future which are out of my control.  But when I am organizing, I can fool my psyche into believing that I have power, that I am in control, and that because I am so on top of things, everything is bound to turn my way.

And then I run out of things to organize.  I can only relabel my filing cabinet so many times.  My house isn't that big, and I organize it too often.

And so I settle back into confusion and panic--but at least my office is clean.

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[info]rockymento wrote:
Nov. 18th, 2008 01:50 am (UTC)
I have lots you could organize...when I stress...I sleep.
[info]jillenabean wrote:
Nov. 19th, 2008 03:46 pm (UTC)
Yeah, me to. Feel free to come organize my apartment. I've been so busy looking for a job that I have no time. Basically I'm just as busy now as when I had a job, and being sick yesterday didn't help.

But yeah, things will work out for you. I'm sending positive thoughts your way too :).
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