When I am stressed, I organize.
Organization is my means of gaining control over a world in which I have very little. The less control I have over the variables in my life, the more I organize. Of course, my organization has little to no effect on the elements of my future which are out of my control. But when I am organizing, I can fool my psyche into believing that I have power, that I am in control, and that because I am so on top of things, everything is bound to turn my way.
And then I run out of things to organize. I can only relabel my filing cabinet so many times. My house isn't that big, and I organize it too often.
And so I settle back into confusion and panic--but at least my office is clean.
Organization is my means of gaining control over a world in which I have very little. The less control I have over the variables in my life, the more I organize. Of course, my organization has little to no effect on the elements of my future which are out of my control. But when I am organizing, I can fool my psyche into believing that I have power, that I am in control, and that because I am so on top of things, everything is bound to turn my way.
And then I run out of things to organize. I can only relabel my filing cabinet so many times. My house isn't that big, and I organize it too often.
And so I settle back into confusion and panic--but at least my office is clean.


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But yeah, things will work out for you. I'm sending positive thoughts your way too :).